Cover Art | Video Game, Crossover, Child Of Light, Limbo (Video Game)
ENter
5-1-21
What I feel and what I do need to coincide
If not I’ll feel like an imposter
Hiding what’s on the inside
I just can’t be everything all the time
So I won’t even try
What I can do is be me
Every day it gets better
Soon you’ll see
No need to worry about the weather
You see, time has made me clever
I’ve had protection through all my endeavors
God is present with me, whenever
When days are so dreary
I power through but I’m weary
When will I see it get better and cheery
When will I have you in my arms holding me dearly
I can kinda see the vision but its blurry
I don’t know why I’m always in a hurry
The days nearly begun
I’m receiving something, it’s income
My head it spun
I’m really stunned
Now it’s time for some fun
Bout move closer to the sun
All it took was a chance
I seized the moment in a trance
I’m getting an advance
I’m getting that romance
I can finally relax
The life I was living was ghetto
It was whack
Now it’s just vibes and I’m all mellow
The real me is back and I’m better than ever
Anointed so my energy, it echoes
New reality is here so I enter
The problem was me at my center
I vented to God and repented
He judge severely I was empty
But he’s the inventor
I’m a product like a presenter
Now I continue and remember
Reconnect again in December
Keep studying the teachings and the letters
Receive the message and don’t kill the sender
I carry discernment, exposing all the pretenders
I can be your best friend or worst nightmare, so terror
I’m a servant of God
And in God’s name, I’ll serve you these hands
I’m not one for the violence
But my temper might run out on time limits
I’ve been taking all my vitamins
All those times we took each other back
We were recycling
We were products of our environment
I left all that shit behind me
Now you double taking and walking behind me
My essence like a lioness
You missed out with the idleness
ART | Enter The Void by Adrian Borda
guilty pleasure
5-3-21
That was just a gesture
You should’ve been clever
You think it’s a refresher
When you call me “guilty pleasure”
*scoffs*
I deserve so much better
I see you as an aggressor
Being a woman does not make me lesser
You look to me as an endeavor
You want to have access to my treasure
But to my standards you don’t measure
I’m applying atmospheric pressure
I’m waiting for my king to pull it together
Whoever it be, must read my letters
Why retrace my memory to remember
I let it all go, flew away like a feather
The heavens uplifted the adventure
I’m being led by sound pressure
I spoke with the ancestors
They were my professors
I passed this semester
I was deemed their successor
So FOH with that bullshit
You don’t know who you dealing with
You look stupid
You were struck by something
But not cupid
Lets end this here
To me you have proven
This pairing would not be well suited
And to my conclusions
You’re just a nuisance
You’re lacking evolution
Trying to trap me with delusion
I keep making excuses
Like why do I do this
You act like you’re an option
Lingering around, you brooding
You need to get out
Keep it moving
That is the only solution
There aren’t exclusions
No need for “confusions”
ART | Guilty Pleasure by Taylor
subject five
5-4-21
So this great love that I lost
I talk about it now, lenses frost
The distaste in my mouth has now gone away
I could care less about what you have to say
Yet you’ll one day have the nerve and audacity
Fool me once, fool me twice, out went the opacity
It’s that now I’m thinking rationally
What you provided was a fantasy
Long ago distant minds crossed
Mentally climaxed, at a loss
I merely wince right at the thought
I’m just glad the heat got squashed
I’m moving away oh so passionately
Because with so many words to say
You really had me fooled when you claimed to lack adequacy
Man I displayed my love extravagantly
I told you to rescue me adamantly
You left me hanging, what a casualty
Left me thirsting for your love ravenously
Now “seek death” is the analogy
This delusion stemmed way further
I was carefree and him a burglar
Security cameras since he’s a lurker
Rustling in the bushes, I hear a murmur
So many truths I’m facing
Still getting used to this new haven
And on a random occasion
You come to mind like an invasion
You just decide again to break in
Oh the deception
What are you chasing
Lord fill me with patience
I release it all now to the wasteland
And you were just a waste man
I know where I stand
My life is in God’s hands
ART| Giovanni Doganiero EyeEm Getty Images
30 seconds
5–6-21
Man my time be off
I’m tryna morph
When will I transform
You mean to tell me
This is it
This is what I get
What in the ghetto hell is this
I know … oh, I know I’m being jinxed
If not in 30 seconds my heads going to split
Like how far off my comfort are we trying to get
You looking to spread me thin like wait there’s more
Like if you don’t – I’m about to set it off
I’m not being arrogant cause I scoff
How much more do I have to rot
A delay? Would you care to explain
No, if you are who you presume to acclaim
I already know this was a mistake
You thought I was sleep but I stay awake
I don’t even know how to behave
Why is this a heated debate
I’m the one dealing with life every day
I come to you , you evaluate
I will not exaggerate
We need to communicate
Some of these intricacies need to reformulate
I don’t mean to complain
But as I travel in this terrain
I was told I would have everything I need
I missing somethings, so I’m missing some sleep
So to whom do I need to speak
I’m feeling feign riding this train
I want first class, flying on a plane
Like what can I gain from all of this pain
This is why I only deal with the most high
I don’t have time for the foolishness lies
I will combat anyone who tries
The laws I want to defy
I wanted some peace and this is just dreadful
Thanks for the bare minimum, it’s helpful
Had me here feeling special
Thought I held your temple
But you’re fucking my mental
You said you’d be gentle
Ascension towards the next level
You keep my mind in a pretzel
Don’t mean to be so sentimental
You’re leaving me so bitter and resentful
You said I had potential, I turn on the instrumental
Art | Sorrow by Adobritei Andrei
i don’t agree
5-9-21
The meaning of this
What is it
You create situations
For mental stimulation
Just for us to break
Show you what we’re made of
But … you made us
You gave us free will
But call for us to stand still
I’m starting to forget what is real
So what exactly is the deal
When will you tell us how you really feel
You took the embodiment of love
But there is no peace, where is the dove?
So much evil lurking in the midst
This strain activated a new membrane
I’m blitzed
I have this great gift
I can stimulate minds to shift
Together, this world can be fixed
I’m not tired of work, graveyard shifts
Its was the blessing for me, I’m transfixed
It was a no brainer, I let you do your work as I am allowing for my mind to shift
You took the wheel now the ride is so swift
My life is going to change in a 360 eclipse
If that is my mission
Lets bring that to fruition
Give me what I need on this journey
Clear the vision since its blurry
Grant me perseverance and your mercy
I don’t agree with the process but I proceed
It’s with this faith that I believe
I was not told to be discreet
So I yell it out in these streets
I release the good word
In return I receive peace
Your actions catch me off guard
But I’ll try not to think so hard
ART| Harmony of opposites by Maria Tinkoff
no mo
5-9-21
I thought I heard it all before
But you take the prize
May God guide you in your career
So you can be wise
As for me,
I’m running for the door
You ain’t that cool no mo
You see, when I figured out the deal
It took away the appeal
The stuff you were trying to conceal
For me it was not ideal
You want to mock my sensuality
You’re the fool who stayed intrigued
You wanted to keep things discreet
Cause you’re in these streets
Acting mystique
ART| by Justin and Alexis Hernandez
long list
5-9-21
So if everything is predestined, for a reason, And I have free will, and either way I’m going to always sin because I was not created perfect, wouldn’t that suggest that… I’m not sinning. Just letting life happen.
And if all I have to do is reflect and learn from my experiences regardless of my actions because as long as I’m being authentic and I’m held accountable for the consequences to my actions I have sufficiently repented from this said action.
All of this in mental health terms translates to be present, vent when you feel overwhelmed and give it to God or the universe as some say …What the fuck is the point of all this. Well. It’s to prove that love prevails.
So, all the people that aren’t doing these things are basically holding us all back from ascension. All these people who are ions behind from evolution in the social emotional realm, who lack enlightenment need light.
I am light and I’m just here to shine and uplift the universe through my own evidence of my own life. Proving that this is in fact all doable but I’m left mentally crippled.
I’m advertising a death that leads to ascension. I’m encouraging people to break themselves to see if they even survive. The ones who thrive receive eternal life.
This means you gotta fight your demons. Whatever haunts you when you close your eyes. Facing this shit might not allow you to sleep at night.
Imagine burst of unfathomable cries. You pat your eyes dry but here come more tides. You gotta stay hydrated to survive. You stop thinking about eating. This feeling of hunger, it’s fleeting. Still, you see me out here beaming.
Internally I’m really screaming. Like what the fuck is going on. Am I dreaming? What is it I’m feeling? This long list only covers a fraction. These things float in my head, they bring me to the madness. That’s why I live with so much passion. That’s why I sometimes do things to cause a reaction.
Need to think about these statements. I’m a high functioning whatever waiting for the higher placement. Abundance is coming towards me and times a wasting.
ART| by Judy Seidman
A late night
5-14-21
I got the sun
Where’s the moon
And the stars
Here’s the star
Just missing the moon
Its setting the mood
Its going to be a late night
Conversing with the most high
While I’m so high
I’m waiting for the moon to shine
Prove to me that
Everything will be alright
I stop running in time
Cause of the reruns on my mind
I’ll continue forward and it will unwind
Oh it’s going to be a late night
I’m waiting for the moon to shine
I need to recharge my light
I know that you love me
But I stare in spite
When I accuse the universe of not moving right
I hold to contempt
With all my might
So it was a late night
Still waiting on the moon to shine
All I get is grief
So I can’t fall asleep
Surrender to you
Surrender to who
Surrendering views
I can’t do it without you
I’ll hit rock bottom
With you I can blossom
I haven’t forgotten
So what is the problem
Point me towards solace
Now seeing the moon in the midst
I’ve been waiting all night for this
I’m going to now admire everything
Brings me bliss
And that’s when it hits
I’m with the shits
Returning all my wits
I light the spliff to get blitzed
Going for a walk to reminisce
Graveyard
5-23-21
I never wanted to walk away
I just stopped trying to having a say
I don’t think I ever even spoke
It was just a dream and now I’m woke
I don’t want to remember anything
How can I ever let my mind sing
Another tune another thing
Another love, another fling
I don’t want to visit the graveyard
The place where we buried my heart
I was just loving you, it’s how I took part
I just let it happen, I saw me transport
The lessons learned were the only reward
It’s just so funny how you disregard
All these things that left me scarred
As I proceed with life, I wish on a star
Compared to where I started, I’ve come far
So let me love me and forget about you
What was I cherishing? Now It’s through
I was looking for a love that’s new —
But fuck that too
Can we even exist on the same planet
I want to leave, so you can have it
I can’t stay here, I feel so stranded
You left me, so I’m abandoned
I could go crazy and wreak havoc
But I’ll just let the karma transit
You’ll reap what you have sown
it’s you who planted —
So leave me alone, I’m in my zone
I’m going to go home to let my mind roam
You took me for granted
& made it a habit
Now, watch me as I vanish
One of my many talents
I make ghosting seem like it’s magic
I say, “you’re dead to me”, and *poof*
RIP to the bandit
I will be asked many questions
Like who is this man, didn’t he pass?
I didn’t know resurrection could reoccur
You sure it wasn’t just decomposing gas —
Exactly, that’s absurd
It’s dead to me, I thought you heard…
I know I have to visit the graveyard
I just haven’t gone cause I can’t find the words
Can’t bring bullshit, cause that’s for the birds
— To be continued —
Art | Pinterest
checkmate
5-25-21
We reached a stale place
Took on a slower pace
But I need your embrace
Where’s the fun in the chase
I’m yelling out checkmate
This was going great
But now it’s getting late
We were supposed to go out on a date
The past really left us fractured
But hey, we are free, we weren’t captured
Look towards the greener pastures
The skies don’t need to be grey like thatcher
The queen isn’t a threat
She just comes in displaying her best
Looking for her king to help her forget
All of the things that made her upset
So I’m yelling out checkmate
Waiting on your move, so where’s the update
This is weighing heavy on my mind state
Look at the crime rate
Heart being haunted by the past
We need to revise the first draft
Maybe adding a filter, we’ll see the contrast
The future is coming at us fast
How long will this last
I’m dealing with a smothered mate
So how much longer will I have to wait?
Walls need to come down so we can relate
Defenses so high, what’s the code to the gate
You know too much about what I know, is it fate
Too much on my mind can’t think straight
Off this earth so you know my pupils dilate
I’m still in this place and here I await
You got me shook like an earth quake
Stop waving your love around like its bait
We gotta push passed what we know, it wasn’t innate
I need you to repeat yourself, or translate
So checkmate!
ART| “smothered mate” — occurs in cases where a king is too well defended for its own good (Scimia, 2019)
Battlefield
(Graveyard Part 2)
5-25-21
Combative battles in my mind
For years I ignored this and chose to be blind
Repetitive cycles put my mental on decline
It was God who reveal this faulty line
I can’t unsee what has been revealed
I was taken aback and my lips were sealed
What more can I say, I can’t complain
It was me who restrained and held my chain
I always keep to myself and stayed in my lane
I don’t know what they put in this strain
But Imma stay f*cking with Maryjane
I chose to be saved and I’m going to remember this day
Took a selfie on snap to claim this victory
The misery is left behind because its history
I hope you read this bitterly but admire my delivery
I’ve known you since before this life, like witchery
We never left each other behind, it’s a mystery
However, I will not tolerate this kind of behavior
God showed me favor, so the steaks are greater
I went to the graveyard and saw the vapor
I sat there and peeled every layer
I fought in the battlefield like Goblin Slayer
I came out victorious like Jesus’ resurrection
Feeling so dignified after elaborate introspection
I was chosen for this, it was destined
I stop to thank Jah for this correction
Giving Jah all the Glory can’t forget to mention
It was with this energy that I arose to ascension
I will now happily exist in this alternate dimension
The one where I chose to be me with no repentance
I know what I’m doing so cut the vengeance
You can’t interfere with the transcendence
Quit lamenting, this is for everyone, its tremendous
If you don’t get it, it was due to your nonattendance
For God is omnipresent, watching from above at the entrance
As I finish this sentence, I feel the essence
I will continue to wait on my king
Soon he’ll arrive presenting a ring
All will be well as I commence to sing
When you see me happy with him, I hope it stings
Since you left me for dead, I’ll leave you on read
I already exist in another scenario
Extending my vibes that are uxorial
ART | https://knowyourmeme.com/photos/1420744-goblin-slayer
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